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 I don't know how to quickly talk someone out of suicide.
But I've been doing it alot of late. A lot,a lot!
I dont even know how to know exactly when someone gets a  suicidal thought
I know though, life is tough and stuff sucks somedays
I know about the efforts we make, the screams for help
I know the withdrawal that follows,the nights of distress
When friends and family choose to see the Nike mark
On your shoes and the smile on your face,as you drawn in depression.
They dont understand that nothing Is correct.
Worst case scenario; they will put up a paybill no., write down status of how
They loved you,how you meant much to them.
God forbid..we live to fight another day.
I know accusations,misunderstanding,abuse and a body in pain.
But
A flickering flame He will not put off.
And I know hope ,I know light at the end of the tunnel
I know I'm here becoz a few people have been there for me.
I know happiness is personal, depression is real and positive attitude is a choice.
I know having money dont mean you are rich.
I know Jesus is the answers to whichever question it is
I know we can lay it all down at His feet,yes the burden. I know someday you will understand these situations shape us. Call me that day.
When I was a kid, grandma taught me to pray. In my prayer, I used the words...God bless 'us'
Until today, I dont know how to say God bless me.
Maybe that's how I would want it to be. That we always pray for one another, be there for each other,maybe we can listen more or understand,maybe.
Where I am now life is ups and downs, and I'm sipping it like it's my favorite cup of coffee: black coffee with six spoons of sugar.

#Ndanuchronicles
#love
#I lovemylittlebrother.
#inspired by Mufasa poet.