Broken beautiful
It was this cool pre-Friday(Thursday) night. Its one of those days when all the ships are sailing,happiness and contentment are floating around and the world is at peace.so,I took myself for a treat in this my favourite coffee place..its quiet ,nice interiors and free wifi😉. Eneway,i sat there,earphones in place seeping my milkshake decently,no i wasnt doing the ''vruuuu vuruu" sound with the straw. I just wanted to chill out,besides my lactose intolerance was watching me with a wicked grin waiting to tie my tummy into a thousand knots. The kind of knots you have to undo with you teeth😗.
I was driven out of my peaceful world by a 'vast' perfume as a pair of heels walked past me.Since im yet to invent the sneeze-silencer and allergies are a thing i struggled to keep the aatcheew! In vainly. She took the table next to mine ..of course i had to have a look of this human who made a scent obit me like the moon around the sun. My eyes found a new occupation (other than staring at the' kapenguria four guys' going round on instagram). I have a post PHD PHD masters in people readership and sosholizing skills so it took me two mins to analyze her. I went back to my business,enyewe this ' kupe dance challenge ' guys,asi! mwa nye.Punde si punde,a high pitched ringtone cut across the entire Deli.people looked distracted for a few minutes. So the 'perfumerer' was on call,speaking all ' the english of the nose' while waving her long nicely painted nails above her shoulders occasionaly. I went back to my world until she had to place an order by screaming to the waiter. I passed her a glance and tightened the screws on the filters in my head,the one that stops stuff from tumbling out of my brain to the mouth . I put my shina phone down and focused on the cafe and its occupants. I met her nicely ' drawn' eyebrows raised at me, my furry catapillars masquareding as eyebrows moved towards each other in contemplation as she looked in disgust at the coffee before her. She gave the waitress a despising look and the poor girl kept her professional manners by smiling and saying sorry. Me,Ndanu,sorry for serving u what u wanted? aah mmh.im a strong woman,people have marks to prove that. She engaged the waitress in an exchange of words abt how the coffee was not her class . Anyone with a brain and barely working retina cld tell she was petty. Anga ze manager decided she gets a replacement with a drink whose name i cant pronounce even . Im not an underdeveloped neanderthal (even me i dont know what that means😉). Milkshake in hand,i walked towards the exit. Of course i had to pass by her table,said hi and a few lies like 'nice heels'..she went like 'how did you know?",like therousthly! I have eyes.chitchat went on for a few minutes,i realized she's just some lonely human who hasnt discovered happiness, embracing her true self and the tides of this breathtakingly beautiful life. "Get ur eyebrows 'killed" she said,i took her contact and gave her a smile.Me not a therapist but,it took me more than 15yrs to convince myself to love myself so if i meet a human who dont like me in 5mins i totally understand them,i have found happiness in happenings.To God be the glory i learned that early in life.
The world is not made of shades of grey,its made of colors like cockroach brown,lagoon green,coral reef yellow,baby blue,old green 😉etc. We just insist on painting our lives in black and white and fitting ourselves in boxes made by our fellow men so as to feel important. Sometimes all we need is reality and someone to help us navigate life.Appreciate yourself,give urself permission to be a human being. Dont treat thineselves as afterthoughts.You are worth more than Gold.
I was driven out of my peaceful world by a 'vast' perfume as a pair of heels walked past me.Since im yet to invent the sneeze-silencer and allergies are a thing i struggled to keep the aatcheew! In vainly. She took the table next to mine ..of course i had to have a look of this human who made a scent obit me like the moon around the sun. My eyes found a new occupation (other than staring at the' kapenguria four guys' going round on instagram). I have a post PHD PHD masters in people readership and sosholizing skills so it took me two mins to analyze her. I went back to my business,enyewe this ' kupe dance challenge ' guys,asi! mwa nye.Punde si punde,a high pitched ringtone cut across the entire Deli.people looked distracted for a few minutes. So the 'perfumerer' was on call,speaking all ' the english of the nose' while waving her long nicely painted nails above her shoulders occasionaly. I went back to my world until she had to place an order by screaming to the waiter. I passed her a glance and tightened the screws on the filters in my head,the one that stops stuff from tumbling out of my brain to the mouth . I put my shina phone down and focused on the cafe and its occupants. I met her nicely ' drawn' eyebrows raised at me, my furry catapillars masquareding as eyebrows moved towards each other in contemplation as she looked in disgust at the coffee before her. She gave the waitress a despising look and the poor girl kept her professional manners by smiling and saying sorry. Me,Ndanu,sorry for serving u what u wanted? aah mmh.im a strong woman,people have marks to prove that. She engaged the waitress in an exchange of words abt how the coffee was not her class . Anyone with a brain and barely working retina cld tell she was petty. Anga ze manager decided she gets a replacement with a drink whose name i cant pronounce even . Im not an underdeveloped neanderthal (even me i dont know what that means😉). Milkshake in hand,i walked towards the exit. Of course i had to pass by her table,said hi and a few lies like 'nice heels'..she went like 'how did you know?",like therousthly! I have eyes.chitchat went on for a few minutes,i realized she's just some lonely human who hasnt discovered happiness, embracing her true self and the tides of this breathtakingly beautiful life. "Get ur eyebrows 'killed" she said,i took her contact and gave her a smile.Me not a therapist but,it took me more than 15yrs to convince myself to love myself so if i meet a human who dont like me in 5mins i totally understand them,i have found happiness in happenings.To God be the glory i learned that early in life.
The world is not made of shades of grey,its made of colors like cockroach brown,lagoon green,coral reef yellow,baby blue,old green 😉etc. We just insist on painting our lives in black and white and fitting ourselves in boxes made by our fellow men so as to feel important. Sometimes all we need is reality and someone to help us navigate life.Appreciate yourself,give urself permission to be a human being. Dont treat thineselves as afterthoughts.You are worth more than Gold.
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